Friday, December 24, 2010

mat diablo

http://iseverythinggoingtobeokay.com/
http://isitchristmas.com/
http://www.awkwardboners.com
http://www.areghostsforreal.com/

Friday, December 17, 2010

fuck this

omg you seen annels new man! UGLY!! you are damn sexy id fuck you anyday!!
Haha seen him? I know the kid. He's one of the guys that used to say I was a pussy for not cheating on Annel. He also used to bully my and Annel's little brothers.
But he's there to make out with her in between classes and I'm not. I guess that's what's important to her right now.

Thursday, November 18, 2010

sex

Nicolaus Nazarenkov

Rachel Freedman

Fifi Lubinacci

Anny Huäng

Roxie VanityEcstasy

Serena Cosway

Kathryn Stevens

Lorin Ariel Bellach

Yasi Afshin

Lewis Bonny

Nika VanWyngarden Renner

Sylvia Howard

Vanessa Scott
Canyon Crest Academy

Audrey Gascho

Zoe Nefouse

Michelle Filanc

Matt Benton

Aaron Liss

Cara Chae-Banks

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

aah aaorn

Daniel Charles Ellis
dont you hate that shit when youre scoping a females ass and its real nice and then they turn around and its like ..bam! ugly face, ughhh.

Sunday, November 14, 2010

lol vanessa

yea we were naked on a blanket spooning under a tree and it was really peaceful and pretty outside

Monday, November 1, 2010

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A crab. Or a bug. Climbing up a wall.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

How I love Forwards

He likes you even if it seems like he doesnt. he sees u and he loses it. He'll prove it on wednesday send to 10 girls or lose him. REALLY?!

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Life figured all out?

I know what I want to do in life. I want to be a musician. I need to perform in front of a crowd the way muse did tonight. So to take a step further towards as in sims they would say my "Lifetime Wish". I need to get good at piano, master it, and then be good at guitar.! Then my first steps are done. Then I want to write my own songs, go to college and get a phycology degree, and form bands on the way. One of my bands will make it. THen my lifetime wish will come true.

This is my life plan for now. :P

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Things I want to do

Grow out my hair to just past my boobs
Dye my hair darkbrownred
get a nintendo ds and harvest moon, animal crossing
get my ears pierced where i want
get my nose pierced
get jennifers body cowboy boots
learn piano
learn guitar
go to the pac 2-3 times a week
get $20 a week or $10

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

SOOOO

wishlist for christmas/birthday
nose pierced
snake
ears pierced AGAIN
teavana stuff

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

so yeah

don't love kathryn or michelle anymore but...shhhhhhh.....i'll just make new friends. They just both get on my nerves now :0. whatever they're both annoying. Nika is my only love! LOL. and ema and stuff.I'm getting her mac eyeshadows tomorrow. But yeah I hope I make really awesome friends at CCA like Eli from degrassi!

Sunday, August 1, 2010

fuck

you guysss....I"M SO FATT!!!!! Like seriously I've never been more worried about my weight in my life. I don't even know why....all of a sudden i just feel like really really fat! I lost 4 pounds at camp and now i'ma ll motivated to eat less but i just ate a drumstickkk....i don't really regret it but still why did i eat it?? I'm 5'4 or 5'5 (idk?) and i weight 125 poounds....is that bad? I don't really think it is but i still feel really fat.. I want to be 120 poundssss and then go to 119 as my ultimate weight goal...Imma just eat a fuckload less i guess :D

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Comic Con 2010

is over :( I have most likely said this before, but those comic con days are the best of my summer and often times the best of my year! So of course I'm a little depressed its over..but I have to move on to camp marston..which I really don't want to already! But whatever. It's 9-11 graders, so me and kathryn are going ot be the young'ns....great! Blah....


wellll anyways comic con was great highlights:
saw rainn wilson, ellen page, and livetyler in the super panel on friday in hall h
saw gerard way short panel on friday
saw gerard way again today on saturday
went to his signing and got some close up picrures
saw his wife lindsay way!! SHE GOT SO CLOSE TO ME!
saw kevin smith panel and he was totally awesome as always.
bought a batman jacket ;)
ate frozen yogurt at pinkberry!
Took awesome pictures with people n costumes with my friends Nika and Michelle.

Friday, July 23, 2010

sooo

if i haven't already written this, my acne is suffering like big time. I'm going to a camp on monday though so maybe it will get a little better then because i won't really worry about it? i don't know but besides that....

COMIC CON is going on currently. Its friday so I went yesterday, today, and I'm going tomorrow. On Thursday we basically just checked out the exhibit hall, but it was pretty much the exact same as last years, so we got bored and drove off home. So today we actually did the opposite and only went to panels. First we saw Gerard and a whole bunch of other people after this black comics thing :D. Gerard bleached his hair blonde and was wearing a hawaiin shirt?? lol it was weird. But anyways, after that we got into HALL H!!!!!! I know exciting right? And we saw rainn wilson, ellen page, and liv tyler in this upcoming movie called super. I'm super excited about this movie as it looks really good and what a fantastic cast! Well thats what we did today. Haven't bought anything yet. Tomorrow we are seeing gerard in his own panel and we're going to shop around alittle. Maybe even stalk gerard some at his booth :D saturday is always my favorite day of the con!

So as you can see I am SUPER excited about comic con. I literally want to go for the rest of my life. Haha. It's literally inspired my to be an artist or even write comics or something. But wow, what a fantastic convention. Now I just want to be all artistic and write crap :D Maybe that's what I'll do when I get home from camp marston even!

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Things I'll need at CCA for 1st semester

3 giganto notebooks in different colors
small binder with 3 sections
pens
pencils
highlighters

Friday, July 16, 2010

I AM

going to lose seven pounds! Whatever it takes I'll do it. Right now I'm 127 pounds and I want to get to 120. I will excersize every day working especially on my legs :/ and then eat less and drink more water, hopefully helping my skin in the longrun too. I really want to get back to 120, and even more to go back to the teens, like 119, 117, 115 would be amazing :) But what I really want is to go back to 120 because i was at 120 about 7 months ago lol :)

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

space dementia

H8 is a supercomputer used by NASA. It does NOT mean 'hate' and it does NOT mean 'Heil Hitler'

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Vacation and Productiveness

so today is day fourteen of our ongoing vacation. It's been pretty much boring, with the exception of having some little adventures in Ocracoke, and actually having a really great time in Wilmington! Wilmington was really fun probably only because we have some really great cousins on that side of the family and I feel I got to know them a lot more than I ever have, any other year I've been with them. But other than that I'm really just lounging around, not really doing much. Basically watching a fuckin lot of xsparkage and reading the summer boys series by hailey something or rather. I really like those books actually, they're all gossipy and girly and summery/beachy. fun fun fun.

For the productiveness part, I'm really not doing anything productive at the moment, but i'm thinking in the future for this one. I'm thinking on july 6, the first full day I'll have back home, I'll wake up bright and early (8 lol) and take a shower, get all ready and pretty to feel my best, and then clean out my entire room and turn all my drawers from chaos to organized chaos :) I'd really like to get rid of all the crap I've had since 6th grade, that I've been holding on just for memories...or at least put it in the basement with the rest of my crap. I just want my room to look pretty, and I want to feel nice and clean when I'm in it, because I definitely don't right now lol.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

School is Over

school is over, its done with, finally! Had graduation yesterday and went to the fair with friends Anny, Ema, Michelle, Nika and kathryn. We also met up with a guy I barely know named Alex Spector who basically used to stalk me last year, but I ended up liking him. Today is packing day and all I'm doing is packing for a trip I have to go on tomorrow on the east coast. I'm going to the EAst Coast. Checked the weather and everywhere we go its going to be 80-100 degrees....I'm buying lots of shorts while there lol.

School is

Saturday, May 22, 2010

I had a dream...

about a certain someone named Colin Gray....after I watched Jennifer's Body...when I was watching it I liked him i thought he was the best and coolest character, but then I had a dream about him and I was totally in love with him...I hung out with him and his weird friends in this sick car with Aaron..I worshipped them..I was obsessed I loved him sooooo much...:) And when we went to a mall airport or hotel, not sure, I went to this artwork room and looked through all the paintings looking for the name Colin Gray. I finally found it and the artwork was this cement square thing that said colin randomly on it and other random words, and somewhere towards the bottom it said Haley in purple or red (don't remember), and when i saw it i HAD to buy it. They said it would be 53 or 63 dollars so I asked my mom if I could buy it, but she just would NOT let me buy it. I was freaking i needed to have it, Colin made it and he and his friends left town. But she wouldn't let me buy it...then I woke up.


I wish I had that cement thing up on my room's walls...
I woke up instantly becoming obsessed with him, I've been reading things about him and looking at pictures of him all day today. It's quite unhealthy. I don't even understand it. My dreams are VERY altering to my life I guess. So I think I should study them more....hahaha But seriously...that dream is driving me crazy..I love him.

Here's some pictures


Friday, May 21, 2010

Yes...

it is indeed true. The 91x morning show has been cancelled. I figured this out on wednesday in the middle of english class and really just wanted to cry. Horrible, horrible feeling in my gut. No more Matt Diablo, Sammy something, or Carlos Montoya :(. Today is the alst time they will be doing a meet up and it will be at the high dive. They'll be drinking beer and shit so of course I can't go, but I would have loved to meet them at their last meet up :( This really is SO depressing though...no more Geek Speak, Drunk Dial Line, or Word on the Street OBEAT! haha

go to www.mattdiablo.com to catch up on 91x news :)

Blushes that Look Good On My Skintone

for reference, I have light asian skin. (even though i am not even 1% asian, i defenitely do not have any natural pink in my face unless it is irritated)


Normal
NC15-NC20: MAC Blushbaby, Dollymix, Margin, Springsheen; NARS Deep Throat, Orgasm, Torrid


When I'm Tan
NC25-NC40: MAC Ambering Rose, Margin, Springsheen, Sunbasque; NARS Deep Throat, Orgasm, Torrid

I already own nars orgasm which is beautiful....but I've wanted MAC's springsheen for a while and it was reccommended teice..

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Brandon=Hello???

atie: Friday.. 3am my time... We'll all find it what's up. Too bad I won't be up at that blasted hour!
blo0m: nothing to do with your await, sorry, I'm just looking for someone
Grendel: what are saying there blo0m it sounds suspicious
blo0m: throwing stones at my window
blo0m: take it back to a year ago
blo0m: know it's bad for my soul
blo0m: and when you re drinking alone
hello: everybody loves a spoiler
hello: goodnight everybody...enjoy the fun tomorrow
Grendel: Sorry for the questions, but it would be better if you haven't said anything at all because you possibly ruined the surprise for me and many others.
hello: listen to you greedy kids...you wanted to know what it was...i told you..now you want more
eager: btw that tune on the countdown page is very lovely, imma be in school during the final seconds :(
Grendel: Give me a line from the song
eager: but i kinda dont want to
hello: im just telling you what it is...you gotta wait like everyone else
eager: well that was of no help, lol, thanks anyway
hello: yes sir it does
eager: requires log in
hello: http://cdn.sparkar t.net/thekillersvictims/ video/song_day1-3.mp4
eager: i smell fish
hello: you will see the video tomorrow...im rocking to it right now
Grendel: You better not be lying or I'm going to be really upset.
hello: expect great things from this
Tre: I wonder who ;)
hello: just say i have a good source sitting a few feet from me
Tre: Still want to know how you know so much(if this IS true).
hello: find that one out tomorrow big fella
Tre: What;s the song called?
hello: just confirmed 100 percent BRANDON FLOWERS SOLO PROJECT "FLAMINGO"
hello: a single and a video will be released when the clock hits zero
Nick: It does look like a solo project since we know that ronnie is doing country songs.
hello: JUST TRUST ME
Tre: Is that true? Where's your source?
hello: from b flowers
hello: NEW SOLO PROJECT TITLED FLAMINGO COMING SOON
hello: i know what it is kids

Sunday, March 28, 2010

ONCE IN A LIFETIME CHANCE: SEE SAGE SANDERS SING BONES BY THE KILLERS

Haley Flowers We took a backroad, we're gunna look at the stars, we took a backroad in my car. Down to the ocean, its only water and sand and in the ocean we'll hold hands, but I don't really like you! haha Sage Sanders
about an hour ago · Comment · Like
Anna James likes this.

Ema Cuomo Borneman Filanc Whaaaaat!?
53 minutes ago ·

Ema Cuomo Borneman Filanc Why is sage tagged?
53 minutes ago ·

Sage Sanders hahahaha
48 minutes ago ·

Ema Cuomo Borneman Filanc Oh now I get it.... now I get it.

That's sad.
47 minutes ago ·

Anna James i love this
15 minutes ago ·

Anna James i mean. i love this.
14 minutes ago ·

Anna James with a BURNING passion
14 minutes ago ·

Anna James that is firery
14 minutes ago ·

Anna James and hott. :]
14 minutes ago ·

Sage Sanders Easy Anna...
13 minutes ago ·

Anna James just getting a "tad" bit excited
12 minutes ago ·

Haley Flowers anna!!
12 minutes ago ·

Haley Flowers when is this sage i'm gunna see it
11 minutes ago ·

Anna James haley!!!
11 minutes ago ·

Sage Sanders Oh please...
11 minutes ago ·

Anna James im confused....
11 minutes ago ·

Sage Sanders Idk yet I'll let u know
11 minutes ago ·

Sage Sanders Anna!!!
10 minutes ago ·

Haley Flowers k tell me this is a once in a lifetime thing!! I'm gunna record it. anna i'll tell u tomorrow. I can picture you laughing
10 minutes ago ·

Anna James whattttever.... haleyyyy! i need to ask michelle if i can comeover on wed. to make will and nick giant cupcakes :]
10 minutes ago ·

Anna James Sage?
9 minutes ago ·

Sage Sanders Awesome
9 minutes ago ·

Haley Flowers oh yeah i know! haha but i don't think we r gunna make nick one just will
9 minutes ago ·

Haley Flowers no anna you will laugh. yes sage awesome.
9 minutes ago ·

Anna James haha poor nick....
9 minutes ago ·

Haley Flowers yeah, whatever lol
8 minutes ago ·

Anna James WHAT?
8 minutes ago ·

Anna James i drew a picture of someone with a hamburger body... hahaha she looks funny
7 minutes ago ·

Anna James WILLLLLL SOMEONEE TELL ME WHATSS GOING ONNN!
5 minutes ago ·

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

hahahahaha

go on this website ask him anything http://static.open.salon.com/files/megan-fox_0811_1ea1242229018.jpg

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Dream Log!

I started keeping a dream log, to teach my brain to remember dreams and to help me be able to lucid dream! I've been trying to get it right since last summer! Agh, the wait! lol.

I also went to Las Vegas last week and loved it so so so much, It's brandonland afterall. Even if we didn't go to sam's town, gold coast, or tremorz, tramps, all those killer history places etc, it was still super fun! With no mention of the killers the whole time we were there I still really loved it so it is a special special city OBVIOUSLY! haha, you get the point, it was absolutely amazing. Me & Blair r gunna move there when we are older and be like holly and val. hahaha. well I wanna go back really bad it was so so funnnn ahhhh :( I'm sad just thinking about not being there blah.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

and

now you know, yeah u got my back against the wall.

oh godi ain't got no other place to hide

Sunday, January 17, 2010

This is so sick

2.19. How can I have Shared Lucid Dreams?

Once you get experience in the field of Lucid Dreaming, have good control over your dream environment and can stay Lucid for a long time is it time to move on. Or if you are an experienced Lucid Dreamer that wants to try something new, then Shared Lucid Dreaming is an interesting approach. Intent is an important key for Sharing a Dream. When you lie in bed trying to fall asleep you need to program this intent to Share Dreams with those you desire, and then when you are in the Dream, you have to recall that intent and attempt to fulfill it. Give yourself appropriate affirmations while you are waiting for the hypnagogic imagery to start. A good way of finding those you desire is imagine them and let the hypnagogic imagery fill out the rest of the details. Once you are in the Dream, make sure you are fully conscious. Check all your senses and do some logical tests. Recall your intent and try a few other techniques if your friend isn't in your dream. You can phase to that person, or imagine a door and talk out loud your desire to meet that person, then open the door. You can also shout and yell for them until they come along. Once you find them comes the big question. Are your friend Lucid? Ask a few simple questions, be friendly and patient. If you know their interest, create them. And try to make them understand that they are dreaming. Do things that normally don't happen in the physical world. When they understand or if they know that they are dreaming, make sure they are fully conscious and that all their senses are working. Once it is established that both of you are dreaming should you point out details in the dream, for later verification. You might also try to bring more people into the dream. When you wake up you should write down everything you could remember, especially the details that were pointed out. A phone call right after awakening may help on the recall.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

I...

owe everything to you...

I traveled half the world to say...I belong to you